After reading some posts about aftercare and sub drop I became very scared and was having second thoughts about what I was exploring. I woke up in the morning feeling very emotional without any particular reason, when daddy sent me a princess crown I just felt overwhelmed by my feelings. I kept thinking that I didn’t want to feel guilty or depressed about my relationship or with whatever I am doing. I certainly did not want to go through an endorphin crash as described here.
When I read about setting up an aftercare kit, I recoiled in horror at the idea of needing it. I was obviously in shock.
At the end of the day I have read the post again and I realise that because I am not into pain, daddy will not hurt me, my body doesn’t and will not need to recover from bruises or pain. What I do and will suffer from is missing my daddy especially during the day after I see him during bed time. The only way to fix this is by keeping occupied and ending the day by going to sleep early.
The aftercare kit for me is work and an early night. I needn’t be alarmed if I feel a little down after daddy’s left, I can take care of myself.