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porn & learning

So I don’t really know how to write about this without blushing a little. An aspect of the daddy little girl relationship which I like quite a lot is the mentoring part. I just love to hear daddy speak about things that he finds interesting or that he thinks that I will find interesting, I like it when he sends me links to websites to read or videos to watch. It’s nice to be able to share common interests and delve into new interests completely. This brings me nicely to the subject of porn.

I don’t really think of myself as a prude in fact I’m never really too shocked about anything but that doesn’t mean necessarily that I go out of my way to expose myself to porn for example. Beyond the mainstream movies in the cinema or some documentaries that I’ve watched I really never had much of a curiosity for watching others have sex. Also the few times in my life when I did watch some I found it unexciting and fake. In general I don’t think I had seen enough to have an opinion so I keep an open mind but not really try to pursue it as an interest. So when Daddy asked me if I wanted to watch some with him I thought it might be interesting.

Hentai 

Well I wasn’t expecting an animated movie/short when Daddy said porn so I was pleasantly surprised, watching cartoons appeals to me and I’d never thought about this in a pornographic context. They have the typical appeal of Japanese cartoons with the unrealistic body types, the script isn’t always that great for example  the throw about the word love like it didn’t mean much and the men call the women perverts. I mean, if someone called me a pervert I’d be really upset. Some of them have whipping and flogging in them which make me flinch a bit but some scenes seem to somehow appeal to me. Although when I watch an episode I’m not quite able to decide if I’m more turned on or disturbed. I think it’s a mixture of both. Still I’m curious enough to want to watch more so I guess Daddy was right in suggesting it and something (not quite sure yet) is appealing to me.

Daddy/little girl porn

This was porn with real people, I liked that they look like normal people for example the guy didn’t look like any middle aged person maybe a bit too old to appeal to me and the girl had stretchmarks even though the more I looked at her the more she was putting me off, plastered in make up isn’t really a turn on. She was also wearing a costume little dress which was quite cute. The dialogue at the beginning made me feel anxious, she was tied to posts of the bed and her Daddy said he’d had a bad day. For some reason I immediately thought he was going to hit her and she had no way to getting loose. I tried to focus on the fact that this was porn not a domestic violence movie. I don’t know maybe because of the thought I wasn’t too much into this one and couldn’t really watch it.

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