Amidst all the preparations to leave Spain I look at what’s left here and wonder what my new life will look like. If you’d told me a few years ago I’d be moving away from a career in finance, left K and fallen in love over and over again with strangers and start a DD/LG… Continue reading coping with anxiety and change
If I don’t write about it I’ll probably burst, I’m in love with him. Everytime I look at him I can’t help but smile. This date has been was absolute highlight of my trip to Malta. I wake up with sky high anxiety, late, get dressed and run out the door. As soon as I… Continue reading a date with my crush
So this little is packing up. I decided on valentine’s day to finally leave the stressful job and turn my life upside down again after 10 years working in finance. Daddy is pleased not only because I’ve been terrified yet wanting to go ahead but also because I’ve also decided to go out there and… Continue reading more great news
Ok so I’m in Malta, that in itself is nothing to be excited about, as usual my visit home is stressful and I have to deal with conservative fearful parents and full days of work and a social life overly packed. To make things slightly worse I caught a cold from a tosser on the… Continue reading ecstatic!
It’s been a year since daddy literally and metaphorically walked into my life. So much has happened in a short and eventful year. Those early emotionally charged conversations trying to find out where we are, gauging expectations and opening up to each other were very special for me. Even in crisis we were still inexplicably… Continue reading I love you daddy 😍 one year on…
So if everything goes well (big IF, but working on that) soon(er or later) I will be project managing a renovation of a building at the project in Germany. I’d been toying with the idea of this for quite a while now and since we would like this to be a safe space, accepting and… Continue reading pleasure space… a fantasy
It had been a few days since I last talked to M. It also feels long since talked to Daddy. I feel quite lonely but I have full days and it only catches up with me when I’m alone in bed wondering what’s going on in their head. I’m surprised when M wants to talk… Continue reading patching up